Long rant ahead.
I don't know if this is the place to share something like this, but here goes.
I have been having awful depression for the past few years, current situation making it much, much worse than it is that I've been contemplating ending it all for the past few months.
Yesterday my depression peaked after some awful thoughts and a few panic attacks that I decided it'll be the day where I'd do it.
I wrote my suicide letter, opened up my laptop and was browsing through my desktop through all of my pictures with friends to have a final goodbye when I found the game's launcher from when I had it a few months ago but never got into it.
RuneScape was a huge part of my childhood growing up and it felt appropriate to try it one last time.
I loaded up the server, and it honestly made me feel a lot of emotions, it was very beautiful. It took my mind off of what I was planning to do and I realized I've been playing for 5 hours which I haven't been able to do with any game for the past 2 years.
I just want to say thank you very much for the people who worked on this server and the nice people I met during my playtime, I would not have been here without your server.
I'm currently planning on progressing more but I've hit a wall after getting my first crystal set (which I was really excited about) hopefully I'll be able to progress further.
Thank you again for making my day.
